dear diaree.
this has been a horrendous week.
i dont know what im going to do.
we try you know. we try so so hard.
and im just going into utter degeneration.
every day is filled with stuff.
i go for rehearsals. i talk to idiots who think they can just not come.
i settle props. i give out flyers. i go down to the cdc.
i stay back for marching. i retrain those who cant get it.
i shout, i be patient. i think what i can do that will help.
i stay back and i stay back and i stay back.
i go for tuition. i come home. i do work. i do homework.
i study. i stay up till two. i do lit essays, higher malay essays.
emath papers, amath papers, read bio, read chem.
prelims are coming. so is my production.
sighs. im falling sick. emceed ccpc again today. got 50 bucks.
thanks xam. was a nice experience. love the cdc staff. came back.
now council is a priority. its on par with skins. and studies.
im dying. joy im losing my voice.
hundred percent for everything doesnt add up.
and it saddens me how we can be putting in so much
but people who are equipped
with so much more physical strength just DONT
have the drive.
position doesnt matter.
what matters, bloody hell, is your heart.
damn it, we're doing this for YOU.
and in the middle of this windswept hell, i pray you'll be fine.
__SMILE (:
|11:15 PM|